Attention to fellow readers!

Hello, readers! I am back! I'm reopening this blog because I just wanted to say that I am no longer writing this blog anymore, and I'm also not writing so personally anymore. I grew up. I'm writing songs and poems now, poems that are easier to understand. So, to check out my new blog, go to:

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Something just happened

My dad just came into my room to pass me the tickets. I was like, okay, thanks and goodbye. He was still standing there like a freak. So I told him again that I'll handle it, okay. He was still standing there like a statue, still looking at me with his sweaty face. Then he asked me again, "Is there anything I can do for you? If not, I will go." I was like NO. So he asked again," I am not going with you guys, right?" I answered," Should be." This was when he started to raise his voice and said,"So this is what I get? After all..." Then loss of words. I forgot to tell you that there was a problem with his brain and thinking system. I so wanted to point my middle finger at him. I so wanted to tell him to GO TO HELL and NEVER COME BACK. I wished I could demand him to give my mom back all the money he owned her, give up the master bedroom and never come back. His brain is like a 5-year old kid's mind, or worse than a 1 year old. I wished he could just disappear from my life, because I am so sick and tired of his presence now.
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Hate my F-A-T-H-E-R

I freaking hate my father. He is so freaking suckish. I wished he never existed. HE IS A FREAKING ASS-HOLE. What the hell was that for just now? I just wanted a phone cable and he goes 'Why do you need it for? Where did get the phone from?'. The phone was one of tenants that he didn't want so he gave to my mom. I just wanted to transfer some stuff to the phone and MY FATHER told me that I shouldn't take it, he'll buy me a new one. I was like, WTH, I bet you mean buy YOURSELF a new one. I told him that what for buy a new one when there's already another one, and I told him that I'm gonna ask from the tenant's sister for it then. He was like 'Whatever'. I HATE HIM. He is just a free loader in my house which is not his and he NEVER buys stuff for me. Today, he just bought new shoes for himself and never said a word. Today, he spent $100+ for his phone bills! WHAT THE HELL. I feel so damn angry. You know what he thinks on the people he dislikes? He says that they looked down on him! What for? To save their skin? No!

He spends like A LOT. His wallet is always flowing out money, for HIMSELF. I was so upset when mom told me that her friend's husband asked her what if his children grow up and their boyfriends call them out for karaoke. So, he brought his children, one aged 5 and the other aged 12, to a karaoke pub! And my mom's friend told her that her husband spent about $300 for his children! I had NEVER been to a Karaoke pub before, NEVER ridden my own private car, NEVER been to countries that my father had been to before like Taiwan and Penang and etc etc. I am so freaking upset. My father is a jerk, is a loser and is an ass-hole. Thank god that he is not following us to our holiday to Japan. It would have been HORRIBLE.
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Fun But Yet Tired

I was so happy that the day that we finally can come home early and enjoy not waking up in the early morning, but I had CCA, and I had to wait for TWO hours for the CCA to start. Plus, it ended at about 6 pm. It was a really interesting CCA, and now, I LOVE DRAMA!! What the Secondary One was involved in acting is a Fire Prevention Skit. I was like, what the hell. I really hate being the junior, because we had to like, be treated like babies. "Oh, are you alright?" or "What do you think?", the seniors will ask awkward questions which are for babies to us. I miss being a senior in my Primary School... It's so sad that the Muttons are not here on the radio today. I've got an interview with Strait Times this Sunday and I feel EXHAUSTED TODAY. I still heart Avril Lavigne. By the way, our English teacher today made us listen to Kelly Clarkson Because Of You for our English comprehension and I was like really singing but the guy who sat beside me kept wailing the chorus away. Esther told me that I sang really loudly (Oops). I MUST GET INTO KRANJI IDOL. JIA YOU, MEI LING!!
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Happy Chinese New Year greetings

祝你笑口常开,笑死活该.
祝你一路顺风,半路失踪.
祝你回到家中,无影无踪.
祝你恭喜发财,掉进棺材.
祝你生意兴隆,越做越穷.
祝你天天开心,两腿抽筋.
祝你万事如意,处处碰壁.
祝你身体健康,牙齿掉光.
祝你一路走好,半路摔倒.
祝你福如东海,全家跳海.
祝你天天愉快,经常变态.
祝你早生贵子,一生就死.
不想让它实现,就发给十个人噢,要不然就发生在你身上...
自己看着办吧!

Counseling doesn't help

I feel all depressed today. My mom and I walked to school in the morning, and arrived to school quite early so I had time to hang out with my friends. My friends were randomly asking me to speak some phrases in Japanese and Burmese and had a great laugh. After the flag-raising, my Maths teacher called me out for some reason and asked me to follow her to the canteen where I saw other teachers with their students talking to one another there. It was weird having an one-to-one talk with teachers and there was nobody there to listen to us. I thought she wanted to talk to me about the Innovation Champ thing but instead, she asked about my family and what was really going on. I was kind of caught off guard, so she told me about the form which students had to fill in about their particular matters and I wrote about my father. I told her about him and how my family used to struggle when coming to Singapore while he was just minding his own business. I think it was like counseling. After the small talk, I went back to classroom and continued my lessons.

Even after all the fun things that happened in school, I still feel depresses about this. I don't know why, I just don't wish to do anything, or even revise for my tests which is tomorrow. I just want to be alone.
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Singapore Zoo Outing 2010

More Old photos of the 2010s. Delphine, Genevieve and I (FHIF was away to Canada) went to the Singapore Zoo as a field trip after PSLE. We had this amazing race over there and we had to group into the 5 people group which we left out one (with Jemima in our group). So we told my form teacher, Mdm Teo, that Jemima's MOTHER was in our group too. Guess what? It worked!

Too long story, let me just get to the ending.

WE WON THE RACE!!! We got a 2GB Panda thumbdrive as the winning prize. Guess who got second prize? It was Zhan Wei, Marc Soo, Zhi Yang. Russell Leong and Yu Xuan's group. They won a freaking Ben's and Jerry's ice cream $5 voucher. Well, what can I say? Good for them!
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Old Pictures which I didn't Post

At Yuan Ying's house for the last day
Delphine!!
Yuan Ying and I at Sakae Sushi
Georgia and I at Sakae Sushi at my B'day :D

Mommy~
Let's get FUNNEH!
Moshi Moshi??

Sorry for the really looonnngggg post of pictures which you guys might almost never see on my blog. I already explained all the fun stuff in my previous post lonnggg timee ago and I won't want to explain them again. But, I'll debrief you on it:

1. Gathering at the 5th floor of Lot One Shopping Mall/Centre
2. Waited for Claudia for a long time but she showed up at the end of the lunching period at Sakae Sushi
3. Went window-shopping around Lot One
4. Went to eat Yami Yogurt (Some of us)
5. Went to the Rooftop garden to HANG OUT (not play)
6. Waited at the MRT station for my idiotic father to show up
7. Went to choose the cake
8. Went to my house
9. Had lots of fun
10. The End
    

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Dad from Taiwan

Remember the last time I told you about my dad coming back from Taiwan? Well, I am not going to talk about him in this post because HE SUCKS. I am going to talk about this keychain that was bought from Taiwan. I think it's an exactly same one as FHIF used to have which she chained it at her wallet but sadly, the body dropped off and it didn't look pretty.Sad... It's so damn adorable!! I used to admire it at FHIF's wallet in school and look at the body bobble instead of the head (LOL). Anyways, I drew this heart tattoo on my knee as I wanted to let the silver marker ink come out so that I can use it to decorate my Newspaper cutting. It did look nice on my knee, didn't it? Admire the hearts, not my knees, people!
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Back To the Unactiveness

Okay, I am back from school early as I have no stayback. And guess what? I GOT INTO DRAMA!!! YOOHOO!!! Hallelujah! The CCA starts this Thursday from 2.30p.m. to 5.30 p.m. (Wah lao, so late!) and I have to stay back for 3 days a week now. I'll be having my Common Tests the week after next week, which sucks, and my school teachers have not really taught us a lot of things yet. We just kept revising and revising the same things again and again. I am uploading my dresses and sweater which I bought on my trip to Central on this post and I won't talk much about it. I really hate it when on P.E days, we had to wear our P.E. attire inside our uniform and before P.E. we had to take it off, but during recess, we had to change back to uniform. What the hell. Random picture of me at the top :P

I have to study for my Common Tests now and install Norton into my computer. I really need FHIF to return my Sims 2 as they cost me a total of $100. Please, girl. It has been a really long day for me and my mom now knows how to use an IPhone (4).
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