For Crying out loud

Yesterday, I felt happy and sad. I went to my friend, Flora's house to check out her new condominium which was totally awesome. The pool was SOOO big and they even have a place where they can do BBQ. It was so cool. Her room was pretty messy, though... Her brother just can't stop watching Bleach. No offence to myself... We went swimming with another 2 friends who were also very nice and funny and we played Blind Mice together and it was awfully fun. I wasn't caught at all. I wonder why... After all those really fun stuff, my mom and I went back home, and that was when the sad part started.... My mom has High Blood Pressure. She kept saying that she was going to die, she felt llike dying, and other related to those stuff. I felt like crying. You know, I shouldn't. If I cried, I would make my mom more worried about me, and not have a peaceful mind. I just have to keep up with my tolerance. One night, I cried the whole night beside my mom. She kept saying the same thing over and over again. She even want me to call my brother and sister to say her last words. I cried. Now, I love the song 'Butterfly Fly Away'. The song's about family, and love. I'm praying hard for my mom.