Sad New Year Eve... T_T

Sob, sob... I cried the whole last night because my mom went mad at me for wasting her eggs as I cut them in the wrong shape... She went so mad that she banged everything on the table and broke a plate!!! I only cut 4 eggs in a really cute shape and she had 10 eggs left!!! When I cut the first egg, she saw it and she just continue talking about her story. When I cut another egg, I showed it to her and she said,"Okay.'' So I thought that it was fine and I continued cuting the other two eggs and in the end, she went 'BOOM!!!'. I cried silently in my room and didn't eat dinner and breakfast today. SHE WAS SO MEAN!!! I have been helping her the whole morning AND afternoon cleaning the floor, peeling the eggs, mixing the chilli, pounding the ginger and many more!!! And just for a mistake I made, SHE IS ANGRY WITH ME??? She is so unreasonable! I'm still a child!! Not an adult yet! She can't expect me to be PERFECT to her!!! I have been tolerating 7 years of she doing things that made me mad too. She even yelled at me,"I HATE YOU!" once when I was just 5 years old!!! If I make one mistake, it's gonna take 1 and a half week for her to forgive me. Last night, I felt like running away. I felt like screaming. So this is when I made this song. (IT'S STRICTLY COPYRIGHTED, THAT'S COZ IT'S MADE BY ME!)

I walked down the streets,
Along with my guitar,
Crying loud for your name.
Searching you through the stars.
I felt so lost,
Not to mention sorrows around me.
I thought I have lost you,
When I saw you with another girl.
I felt like crying,
I felt like screaming,
I just can't take it anymore.
I felt like running,
I felt like leaving,
But it won't help me at all.
Again, I was waiting at your door,
But then I realized how stupid I was.
I turned away, and never looking back.
'Til you understood how I felt when you were away.
But you just stood there counting my footsteps.
I felt like crying,
I felt like screaming,
I just can't take it anymore.
I felt like running,
I felt like leaving,
But it won't help me at all.
I thought I have lost you,
I thought you didn't care for me.
I thought you had forgotten our bond and love.
But I saw you standing there,
Crying out my name,
Reaching for me through the stars.
I cried out saying,
that I have forgiven you,
Unless you won't repeat the same mistake.
La..lalalalala x3
I felt like crying,
I felt like screaming,
I just remembered that day again.
I tried forgive you,
But you just walked away.
Never turning back again.
So I cried out for your name,
I tried searching you through the stars.
But then I realized you were there,
Waiting for me at the stairs.
Lehlalalala x2
I now know that I could give you another chance.

Written by Lu Mei Ling. Editor, please! I know that it doesn't tells about me at all but I think that this song is really good. I love the tune! Which is made by me. *Sob, cry again*

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